Discorporation. Rape. The demon in him howled in delight at Raphael's words, agreed with him, told that the healer was right and that was exactly what he should do, preferably right then and there. However, the other part refused, was repulsed at even the thought of hurting his precious angel.
"Yes, I am a demon," he replied. "I have no sympathy left for any angel. I loved, exactly what we were supposed to do, and got punished for it. Yes, the demon in me wants you, desires you, wants to hurt and tear and rape you. But I don't. I couldn't, wouldn't, not ever. Because I love you, Raphael."
He hugged the angel against himself, gently petting the shiny red hair. "I don't know what I can say to you," he said quietly. "I don't know what could convince you about the fact that I don't want to hurt you or use you or do anything that might cause you pain and sorrow. You'll have to trust me when I tell you that I love you, like I trusted you when you told me the same, and hope that the pain of betrayal taught me not to betray."
Placing a little kiss on top of Raphael's head, he finished quietly, "I love you, Raphael, more than anything. You should know that by now."
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Date: 2006-03-15 06:14 am (UTC)"Yes, I am a demon," he replied. "I have no sympathy left for any angel. I loved, exactly what we were supposed to do, and got punished for it. Yes, the demon in me wants you, desires you, wants to hurt and tear and rape you. But I don't. I couldn't, wouldn't, not ever. Because I love you, Raphael."
He hugged the angel against himself, gently petting the shiny red hair. "I don't know what I can say to you," he said quietly. "I don't know what could convince you about the fact that I don't want to hurt you or use you or do anything that might cause you pain and sorrow. You'll have to trust me when I tell you that I love you, like I trusted you when you told me the same, and hope that the pain of betrayal taught me not to betray."
Placing a little kiss on top of Raphael's head, he finished quietly, "I love you, Raphael, more than anything. You should know that by now."