Raphael's eyes widened and he trembled, looking away as the other started to change and it became clear who he was attempting to look like.
"Stop that," he murmured in a faint voice. "Stop that, you're confusing me..." He shoved hiimself backwards until his back pressed against the wall. "Demons are deceivers. They trap you, they look like angels but the aren't, not on the inside..." He had to admit that he sounded terribly uncertain, even to himself.
"You don't love me. You can't. It's not possible," he mumbled, mostly trying to convince himself instead of arguing. "Because if you did..."
He made the mistake of lifting his head and looking into the demon's familiar blue eyes, looking at him with a supplicating gaze.
It was really too much.
He went to him and embraced him, feeling tears slide down his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered. "For everything. But I've missed you, I've missed you so much.... and... and I won't drive you away. Not again. Never again. Oh, I should have know, you were always strong, could still cling to that last remnant of Michael. Well I help you, I help you go back and then we can be together again...
Just stay near me forever and it will be enough," he told him, kissing him as he did so.
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Date: 2006-03-14 01:09 pm (UTC)"Stop that," he murmured in a faint voice. "Stop that, you're confusing me..." He shoved hiimself backwards until his back pressed against the wall. "Demons are deceivers. They trap you, they look like angels but the aren't, not on the inside..." He had to admit that he sounded terribly uncertain, even to himself.
"You don't love me. You can't. It's not possible," he mumbled, mostly trying to convince himself instead of arguing. "Because if you did..."
He made the mistake of lifting his head and looking into the demon's familiar blue eyes, looking at him with a supplicating gaze.
It was really too much.
He went to him and embraced him, feeling tears slide down his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered. "For everything. But I've missed you, I've missed you so much.... and... and I won't drive you away. Not again. Never again. Oh, I should have know, you were always strong, could still cling to that last remnant of Michael. Well I help you, I help you go back and then we can be together again...
Just stay near me forever and it will be enough," he told him, kissing him as he did so.