"It's not just that though, you know? Michael didn't deserve it but it's not just that. I mean...
I was an ass to him. And I think, looking back - well it wasn't so bad, you know? He wasn't bad to me.
I miss him."
With a sigh, he threw away the cleaning cloth. "And it's not just that either.
I keep dreaming about leaving the manor and coming back to find everybody dead. They're all laid out in a line, except Michael is missing and when I follow the line the house bursts into fire. Or maybe it's already on fire. It's hard to tell.
So I follow it to the end and find Mic there with Lucifer and he says he could make him kill me but he doesn't. Instead..." Raphael's eyes grew wide. "Instead he makes him cut his own throat, and when I go to help he dives for me and then...
Then I usually wake up and wander around sleepless for a while. Between that and... missing him, so to speak... I decided maybe sleeping wasn't the best thing.
It's not like I need it after all. And honestly, I don't know what else to do."
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"It's not just that though, you know? Michael didn't deserve it but it's not just that. I mean...
I was an ass to him. And I think, looking back - well it wasn't so bad, you know? He wasn't bad to me.
I miss him."
With a sigh, he threw away the cleaning cloth. "And it's not just that either.
I keep dreaming about leaving the manor and coming back to find everybody dead. They're all laid out in a line, except Michael is missing and when I follow the line the house bursts into fire. Or maybe it's already on fire. It's hard to tell.
So I follow it to the end and find Mic there with Lucifer and he says he could make him kill me but he doesn't. Instead..." Raphael's eyes grew wide. "Instead he makes him cut his own throat, and when I go to help he dives for me and then...
Then I usually wake up and wander around sleepless for a while. Between that and... missing him, so to speak... I decided maybe sleeping wasn't the best thing.
It's not like I need it after all. And honestly, I don't know what else to do."