Raphael kept looking at the sheets. He was beginning to wish the last few hours - no, the last few weeks - hadn't happened.
"I know, I know," he snapped. "But when he keeps saying things and... I don't know why I listened. It's just that he says stuff that I've thought about myself so it feels like maybe he's right."
He exhaled loudly and slumped against the pillows.
"I'm upset. Under stress, I suppose. Like whatever it was he did - why wouldn't he tell me? But there were traces of demonic aura everywhere and if he's not telling me it can't have been good. And why wasn't I even included?
Nobody tells me anything, except for Uriel who keeps insinuating that I'm going to Fall. I'm tired of being here, I'm angry I can't leave, and... and..." he bit his lips. "There are other things too." He looked up at the warrior archangel. "Michael? Could you leave us for a bit?"
Michael nodded and walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. Raphael resumed looking at the sheets and took a deep breath.
"I've been doing some things that maybe I shouldn't..."
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Date: 2006-02-14 12:35 am (UTC)"I know, I know," he snapped. "But when he keeps saying things and... I don't know why I listened. It's just that he says stuff that I've thought about myself so it feels like maybe he's right."
He exhaled loudly and slumped against the pillows.
"I'm upset. Under stress, I suppose. Like whatever it was he did - why wouldn't he tell me? But there were traces of demonic aura everywhere and if he's not telling me it can't have been good. And why wasn't I even included?
Nobody tells me anything, except for Uriel who keeps insinuating that I'm going to Fall. I'm tired of being here, I'm angry I can't leave, and... and..." he bit his lips. "There are other things too." He looked up at the warrior archangel. "Michael? Could you leave us for a bit?"
Michael nodded and walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him. Raphael resumed looking at the sheets and took a deep breath.
"I've been doing some things that maybe I shouldn't..."