Sirius shrugged, slouching his shoulders slightly. "I was sorry. But when I died, it still wasn't enough, apparently. I mean, the place I was-- I don't think it could have been purgatory, because purgatory couldn't be quite that bad, you know? But I don't know how to be sorrier than I am and I don't know the rules and I don't know if I'm capable of being good enough for heaven, but if I'm really not good enough? I'm not exactly an expert, but I thought you people weren't in favor of false pride."